Getting back

Facebook is a sin to mankind. The only reason I am hooked onto it is because seeing my old friends in India is acts like a pleasant zephyr in otherwise dry weather of Texas. But it's kinda automatic to type 'f' as the first letter in the address bar of your browser after waking up. Gone are the days when praying to god was the first thing I used to do after waking up. I ruminate my past life often and wonder how good I used to be. I once was exciting with loads of cool information to share, sports or news to discuss, planets, satellites to spot at night and of-course, moon gazing. Cycling till lungs cry for air, standing on rooftop and watching sunset everyday, playing with the dog, friends and away from the virtual social life. But it is appalling to see myself hooked onto the laptop and visiting the same web pages and profiles like a lost man in the desert. I don't know what I am searching but I'm pretty much sure that I don't really desire that. Still young, still learning will be a stale excuse after sometime. It's true that we are drifted towards things that we don't need at all.
The week's going to be very busy and focus is the key. Motivation feeds focus. Desires motivate you. Listening to yourself makes you understand your desires. Staying away from society for a change helps you listen to the tunes of life that you are humming. It's all a chain reaction. Maybe today I wrote a fractured article. But I hope this will move the writer's block obscuring my creativity. Yeah, poor use of high end English word is another bad habit that I must get rid of as soon as possible.